Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Fear

Have you ever felt that you're not doing enough? You don't exactly know what you're not doing, but you just feel as though you're slacking off, even though you're dead exhausted by the end of every day.

I'm kind of feeling that way at the moment.

Especially when I look around and everybody is working late nights, and graduating first class with honors. And I'm terrified that compared to them, I'm a disgrace. That I'm just a lazy bum.

I think I have done all I can, but somehow, I fell like it's still not enough.

See what I mean when I said I have a ridiculously high expectation of myself? Yeah.

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