Wednesday, September 30, 2009

cute guys and jeans shop


me n my mother were in KLCC shopping for some stuff for my dad's birthday. long story short, i sauntered into GAP looking for jeans(for myself. sheesh talk ab
out self indulged).

well, there was this really boyishly cute guy(re:adam, ur way cuter. dont worry) working there. he came over and asked me whether he could do anything for me(in my mind i screamed "plenty!!!" heehee), and so he was my sales assistant for the day.

i told him i was looking for jeans. and
as. u know, im not fat or anything like that, but it was just after Raya and due to a very fine gastronomical holiday in Indonesia im bloated like a dead fish. so it is no surprise at all that the question caught me off guard.

i hesitated for a moment, and told him my size. and then, it was his turn to hesitate. oh my god. i swear it was the longest 3 seconds ever. he eyed me suspiciously. like he was thinking how can someone like me have such a gigantic err.. behind. he handed me a couple of jeans. and i went into the fitting room to try them on. it was loose. so i went out of the
fitting room, told him rather smugly that it was loose. and left. i dont think i can come in and tell him the diameter of my ass again.

so, let this be a lesson to clothes retailer worldwide. do not let any cute guys work in your shop, or u'll lose a not-that-fat-just-pretty-bloated customer like me.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

boy matter

boys are very readable. n im optimistic to the point of foolish to think that they would prove me n my assumptions wrong. boo them.

long distance relationship

i was one of those people yang enjoy earth shattering romance. text messages, long phone calls. so i definly freaked when my BF got a place in Manchester uni. AND a scholarship to boost. so yeah, he definly WAS going to go.

one week leading to the final day, i have daily nervous break down. my cell phone is so tear drenched the color bertukar. i was so sure i cant make it through the first month. and sure enough as my bf boarded the plane, i literally counted down the 14 hours. and man, was it hard.

but u know what? i guess our relationship is stronger than i can ever imagine. i suppose, somehow(really, i do not know how), our relationship is built on trust. i trust him, and he trusts me too(or maybe he's just being a guy n tak kisah about it). im completely fine with the fact that he's not here. im secure with the thought that i can trust him and that when the day comes, we will be together juga, because it is what we have decided, and all we have to do is stick to it.

i dont think i can find orang lain yang as smart,funny and kind as him who can put up with my crappiness, brattiness, moodiness and still spoill me, so i might as well stick with him. (ha-ha)

so on that lame-o-supremo note, id like to finish this note. till then ta.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

this is life

ever since my plane touched down di indonesia. this is what ihave been doing

-getting a massage.

aaahhhhhh.. this is more like itttt!!!

im very very very very gratefulllll.

u know i think it is the sucky part of life yang will make us thankful of the simplest pleasure of life. for some, im sure makan-shopping-urut, is just a norm. but for moi, its a great pleasure in life. therefore, im glad i have a sucky part of life because the simplest things make me happy. im not very hard to please. so, here's to a wonderful week of makan-urut-shopping. cheers.


internet (dan makanan)adalah kebahagiaan.

omg. im in jogja right now. i have been absent from the dunia maya for what, 3 days.. and i already have withdrawal syndrome. my fingers cnt sit still. n i keep on seeing red little square with little numbers in it. hahahahaha

n now finally dapat access to intrenet. woohoo. i have been shopping and eating local delicacies (which are the absolute bestttttttestestest) non-stop, n still, i cant take my mind off the Internet, and i have short attention span.

saya cinta internet.

this blog sangatlah crappy. and i sound like a bimbo. and a snob. must stop now.


p.s: adem suck big time. boo!

Friday, September 18, 2009


like im supposed to be packing. i'll be leaving for jogja in 4 hrs. but internet is just too much of a pull. booo.

Jogja is like the best city ever!! the people are super friendly and nice(hope they still are when they hear my malaysian accent- note to self:speak english at all time-), great great food, cheap shopping places(if u dont get ripped), and most importantly, i feel at home. my whole extended family is there. hope adam was as well. im rambling. i should be packing. Ta.

Thursday, September 17, 2009


here we go. yes i have stated that i despise blogging to the core. but heck, my boyfriend's away, im unemployed, not studying, have the faintest hope of getting a scholarship, will likely to be kicked out of the country unless i find a job/institution before the year ends. oh plus im fat. and broke. haha. so whats another ke pathetic-an in my life right? and writing totally gives me ze buzz i need. it can be like one of those art therapy.

so be hold. ska's blog. totaly cumbersome. uninspired crap of a literature piece. *yippeee*

i miss my adam.

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